Okayy! Upther is just a list of yaadaa2. I typed out just t release my brrrurr-ness.
Seriously, I'm tireddd and lacking of rest. However th tiredness ,also, have been giving me energy even during th nighttime, when I'm supposed t be sleeping. Which means, I still feels like doing something though I hav nothing t do ! Worse, I don't think my waist and ribcage will be
getting any better. It's been quite some time, but I just don't know what else should I do next.
Feels like getting all things done, and get some shack2 moment. Futhurmore, everything here is unstable. My mood swings alot especially, and that's really bad for th people around me.

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking/The pain I'm knowing
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most
Just got to keep going
And I,
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on,

`Lines from th Climb by Miley Cyrus.

Have been watching Hannah Montana The Movie quite a couple of night. I know it might be boring to some of you out there, but the whole thing just keep me going the next day. Lame isn't it? But trust me, it really happened.

Well, skip!

My four days are woahh~hohoo. If you hav read my previous post, it is actually posted when I was at my coursi'n's house. After get some important items into thier respective carrier, Me & Abg Man went back t woodlands. Get our bags which loaded by our own lappy and tee, we headed t Choa Chu Kang. Spent my time with my adorable Abang Ewan, Kak Fizah and Acam. Nothing much t elaborate.

On th next day, we got ourselves back home. Before I got changed t meet Dzan. As promised, I went out with his family and first of all, had our dinner at th Cameron 'Restaurant' . Went window-shopping with his mother & siblings in town as he got to go for prayers. Then I went shopping with him before taking th train t Woodlands, and met Kak Swi t find some tops.

That was 19th. On th 20th, was arranged t go t my coursin's wedding at Bedok. Met my paternal family and had a very good time there. Then went kampong t eat! :D

Th calendar marks that today is 21st. && so It's our monthsary! Didnt get a chance t go out, since I was assigned t do some cleaning and preparation for my elder brother's wedding which will be held this coming Saturday/Sunday. And fortunately, my mom asked Dzan t dropby. Powerpuff girls also came t the rescue and together, we finished th task!

kkay lah, signing off.

ILY Fauzan.

closed down D;

Nine December 2009.

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
You say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way
It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
You know I haven't seen you around, before

(Chorus)
'Cause when you're fifteen and
Somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like
There's nothing to figure out
But count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know
Who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in a class next to a redheaded Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the others girls
Who think they're so cool
We'll be out of here as soon as we can
And then you're on you're very first date
And he's got a car and you're feeling like flying
And you're mamma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

(Chorus)
'Cause when you're fifteen and
Somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes you head spin 'round but
In your life you'll do things greater
Than dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted
Was to be wanted
Wish you could go back
And tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna
Marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind
And we both cried

(Chorus)
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be
At fifteen

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors